Transfiguration

Just how many deaths could one girl want?

Immortal trans playgirl Magnolia Rhodes, lusting for her own murder, has slept with every girl in the Hive but one; her Princess, the person she wants most of all, has tormented her for eight decades. When Rochelle brings an offer—woo her by solving one of the Hive’s great mysteries—Magnolia suspects trickery, but opportunity like this comes once in a lifetime. 

Love takes strange and grotesque forms for the undying, though, from time corpses and gay girl metaphysics to erotic pistol whipping, and Rochelle’s feelings might be more than Magnolia bargained for. Can she track down the elusive Archivist to safeguard the Princess’s secrets, or will time run out for them both? 

Drawn in equal measure from transhuman paranoia and ero guro taboo. Transfiguration is the first installment of Collapse Disorder, a gory, surreal sci-fi chronicle of the eternal lives of unwell queer women. 

It can be read standalone and runs 14,000 words, or 50 pages in print.